Two weeks ago at Christian Summer Camp- I spent a whole lot of down time with Jesus. Suddenly we were on a first name basis.
Somewhere up in those mountains, he heard my prayers.
& even more powerful then that- he answered them.
This week I have felt like there are a bundle of burdens weighing my usual free spirited soul down. Commitments, requirements, expectations, and more are coming down on me. It's a suffocating feeling. & it has had me on edge.
Tonight I had plans with my girls. I switched things up a bit and took my sweet puppy on a six mile walk instead. Six miles. Two hours out of the house. Two uninterrupted hours of thought.
two sweet hours.
In that time I answered two questions.
However private they may be you should know that both answers ended in another version of the other.
God has me.
& he's filling me with courage, kindness, compassion, strength, and love.
He showers me with his comfort.
He strengthens me with his power.
He feeds me with his love.
& I am so very blessed to be so full of him.
So filled by him.
So in touch with him.
Sometimes I am so in touch that I forget.
I forget that I can let out some of that fullness and turn it into moments of despair.
Moments where I don't have to have it all together.
Moments where I can fall apart.
Moments where I can disappear for two hours and come back refreshed and refilled.
Moments where I MUST remember.....
& I must have faith, that I will be filled again.